Sad. Sick. Sucks.

Hey. Insomnia attack. Listening to Richard Marx's song. Crying. Yap, hari ini ditinggal lagi. Pdhl udah seneng bgt dia udah pulang, berharap otpan dan gue dihibur krn kebetean dr pagi. But, as always he did, ketiduran. Mungkin kedengeran sepele, but ini udah yg kesekian kalinya. Terkadang ini agak pengaruhin gue buat akhirin ldr. Ya, you must know, ini berat, very very. Disaat temen temen gue antusias buat ceritain tentang mau jalan sama cowonya dan gue cuma senyum dengerin cerita mereka. And then they ask me "lo jalan kemana?" dan lo tau itu nyesek hahaha biasanya gue cuma diem aja gajawab pertanyaan itu. Okey, I gotta envy with them. Mau bgt kayak mereka yg bisa kapan aja jalan. Yak, tapi demi pertahanin semuanya gue seneng seneng aja ldran. Karna sayang yg udah bgt bgt. But now. Cuma satu kata yg ada di pikiran gue. The point is, Kecewa.

jangan sebut ini galau...

Im tired. So tired. Too tired. Pls...I need ur attention, I need ur respect. Not like this. It seems like I'm foolish. Waiting for nothing. I hate being like this. It's like there's a boombox in my mind that waiting to destroy.

It's not about who I have. It's about how precious he is.

Half my heart is wherever you are... I'll never stop loving you. You are my other half, you complete the rest of me. I don't know how life could be without you. Take my hand. I want the world to see what you mean to me. Just remember that I was there for you when no one else was. Bcs you're the one who I love. And eventho the time would separated our love. You're in my heart. And no one can replace.

I m y!

Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Imy. Irhaaaaaaam:||

H-3 TO DKI :|

hiyaaaaa h-3 try out dki!!! 3-| gimanaaaaa ini takutttttt!! ngerasa agak takut karna biasanya try out di selatan lebih susah -_-a hmmm yg penting udah usaha+doa+tawakal t(-_-t) ya Allah semoga nilaiku dpt yg terbaik amin!!!!!

200days left...

haiii!!!;) hari ini hari ke.........200 sama Irham!! aha aha senangnyaaaaaaa :"> there are so many memories with him that never be forget:D I'm very glad to be his. And I'm so happy to have a boyf like you:) hope we longlast and our love is everlastingggggg \m/ i love you so damn much!!! {} 18710<3

When I was kid...

Kangen sd!!:(( gatau kenapa lagi kangen temen temen sd bgt...kangen masa masa sd yg masih nakal kayak apa tau. Kangen Nira, Nadya, Elsa, Dinda :| huhuhu kangen bgt inget di sd itu suka main sepedahan pulang sekolah ke Lapangan BI dulu...kangen main main dirumah Nira, dan jaman sd dulu pernah berantem sama Nadya. Waktu sd punya satu diary yg diisi buat ber5 (gatau skrg ngilang kemana-_-), dan inget dulu gue pernah suka sama kakak kls yg disukain Nadya juga (lupa namanya tapi wkwk), jaman sd suka beli Majalah Princess sama Nira -,- wkwkwk (so imut yak ha ha ha -_-) kangen dulu di sd dipanggilnya "bos" (benci bgt gua) dan sekarang....temen temen gue tadi itu udah cantik cantik bet waaaa ~,~ miss you all @nadyanadss @nirakus @dindanamier @elsaelsoi!!! Kisshug mwah:* ({})

Randomly...

It's so sad when you felt denied. When everything that you have treat you like unimportant thing. Like a trash. Don't you know that I need you now? And when I told you that I need you, you just said like that? Don't you know that it's too much of hurts? :" do you know what I feel? You don't know about me at all. Never know. hey, I'm your girlf, treat me as you must do. Bcs when I leave you, I'll never come back again. Don't be regret if one day I'll do that. Trust me.